Mnemosyne

 

Am intalnit, intr-o maghernita, o familie saraca. Nimic neobisnuit. Doar ca, aveam sa aflu mai tarziu, aceasta familie isi obisnuia fiul sa memoreze tot, ca sa nu uite nimic dupa ce va muri si se va reincarna, astfel incat, in urmatoarea viata, sa aiba spiritul a doua vieti si deja o memorie care va fi obisnuita sa memoreze totul din toate vietile prin care va trece. Culmea e ca, intr-adevar, baietelul stia mii de poezii, pozitia stelelor pe cer, cum oricum trecuse unui mare scriitor prin minte ca ar putea exista. Doar ca personajul principal al acelei carti a murit devreme. Asa, ca avand acest reper, i-am intrebat: de ce sa aiba un om 4 vieti a cate 20 de ani, cand poate avea una singura de 80, cu ceva certitudini ca memoria va avea si ceva continuitate si nu va fi franta de durerile mortilor dintre ele? Apoi, credeam eu, batranetea este o perioada minunata a vietii, in care te simti precum se simte marul pe creanga inainte sa fie cules de mana unei preafrumoase domnisoare. Copilul era o curiozitate, parea, evident, probabil ca si era, ireal. Prin exercitiul memorarii, el parea a fi aflat deja o viata pe care nu o traise, din trecutul altora, istoriile lor devenindu-i parte din carne, din somn, din luciditate. Mi se parea ca stau de vorba cu un zeu intrupat, ca sa se amuze, in copil. Aveam dovada, cumva, ca oamenii nasc zeii. Citea Kant, Heidegger, citise Proust, Quique Pesoa, Ismail Kadare, Evanghelii, Biblii, Mitologii, carti despre masini, despre avioane, iar cea mai mare pasiune a lui era sa faca puzzle-uri de dimensiunea cerului. Din nu stiu ce ratiune, habar nu am, copilul mi s-a asezat pe genunchi si pentru o clipa si-a uitat geniul, adormind cu capul pe pieptul meu. M-am simtit atat de bun incat am uitat cat de rau sunt in rest, iubindu-l cu o mie de lacrimi, gandindu-ma la rostul tuturor acestor cunostinte deprinse de el: oare mai putea iubi? Nu stiu raspunsul la aceasta intrebare, dar stiu ca adormise asa, imbratisand un strain. I-am inteles cu propriul meu trup intreaga disperare si as fi vrut sa ii dau cadoul uitarii, insa nu o posedam, aruncat eu insumi in neuitari fatale. Doar l-am tinut asa, mangaindu-l pe par, ca sa doarma cat de mult poate, poate cativa ani, sa ii prelungesc aceasta viata, intrebandu-ma daca in somn isi aminteste, nu uita nimic. Sperand ca da. Doar ca baietelul era o varianta aΒ Mnemosynei, zeita a aducerii aminte, iar zeii nu sunt ca oamenii.

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  1. De aici vezi ce viata grea a fost la nea Nicu. πŸ™‚ In mare parte sint discurile din vremea aia tare apasatoare. πŸ™‚

    The Rite Of Strings
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j-reZDyn2XE
    Jean-Luc Ponty – Aurora (1976)
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cspfmdQ6zUE
    INTRODUCING THE ELEVENTH HOUSE WITH LARRY CORYELL (1974
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sSK8ZiJu_mk
    Weather Report – Black Market (1976)
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IxISohLjMqY
    Chick Corea Trio – Past, Present & Futures
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=90oTlHmjNcM
    Lars Danielson – Liberetto
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6N3EyPj3hcU
    Paul McCandless “Heresay” (1988)
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4R3_Dqq3Fys
    Gary Burton Quartet Picture This LP 1982
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wA5Cga6JxrY
    EBERHARD WEBER SEXTET: LIVE February 26 1982
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3CJ8O6r_Sqk
    Oregon – Moon and Mind – (1979
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=233aRt7vE0Q
    Wolfgang Dauner – Charlie Mariano β€Žβ€“”Meditation On A Landscape – Tagore”
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jo699fAKGnA
    GALLERY ECM LP 1981
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WtiW1JgKe84
    Al Gromer Khan “Almond Blossom Day” (1999)
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mmy8-Q9yGyU
    Harold Budd – Luxa (1986)
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wD7l5wod1-M
    Robin Guthrie & Harold Budd – Mysterious Skin
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dUzyIrVbj0w
    Chuck Mangione – Hide & seek
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pmMCk31k6S0
    Didier Lockwood – The Kid
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hUfGTdA7nxw
    Mike Stern, Didier Lockwood, Dave Weckl & Tom Kennedy
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8qIhSQXx3GU

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  2. Multumesc mult, numai bijuterii! Pe unele le stiu de la tine, pe altele de la mine, pe celelalte nu le stiu πŸ™‚
    Le-am share-uit si altora ;).

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    1. Hai sa-ti spun preturile discurilor de atunci! Tot ce venea de la Yugo era in jur de 250-300 lei. Discurile de prin vest 350. Alea de jazz, in special de la ECM, mergeau la 400 de lei. Toate dispareau in secunde, din clipa in care aparea cineva cu ele, de unde deduc ca era f greu pe atunci si abia daca puteai sa te descurci. πŸ™‚
      Nu era cultura, nu se gesea nimic! D-aia erau carti cu toptanul si costau 5 lei bucata. Era si multa cenzura. Sa-ti spun cum au cenzurat The Lion In Winter: l-au scos de la cinematografele din centru si l-au bagat in periferie. πŸ™‚ Ce sa-ti mai spun?! Vezi acum ce-i ala vest si ce-a stiut taranimea. Stiu ca sint fericiti! πŸ™‚
      https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n_CEslIRreo
      O sa-ti pun odata niste doku ca sa intelegi bine ce este in mintea lor si ce-au facut. Ei, din prostie, eliminindu-ne pe noi si-au sapat singuri groapa in care-i arunca strainii astazi. Vezi ce tupeu au si ce fac tefelistii? Tot asa erau bunicii si parintii lor si toti sustineau crimele anilor 50! Ca nu recunosc, face parte din “calitatile” lor minunate, alea ale oamenilor de bine. πŸ™‚
      Tipul ala de Bot era omniprezent. Te invinuia, pe atunci, ca erai reclacitrant si nu respectai partidul. O nenorocire previzibila!

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  3. John Abercrombie – Timeless
    -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CHsZ_-9442o

    Tarkovsky Quartet – Nuit blanche
    -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g6PQO8MKb3Y

    Bill Frisell & Thomas Morgan – Small Town
    -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T9m-4gyjiaA

    Anouar Brahem,Jan Garbarek & Ustad Shaukat Hussain – Sebika
    -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_g_zCxUBbbc

    John Surman

    Constellation
    -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UUxfiR66lWY

    Whistman’s Wood
    -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FBmUvjEy3FQ

    Edges Of Illusion
    -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l3kiQ4yJ40Y

    Portrait Of A Romantic
    -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Z_We2J8ac4

    Piperspool
    -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ANf96PTtSnw

    The Wizard’s Song
    -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dwR-HU0FTNc

    Bedruthan Steps
    -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jilcB7-q2fY

    Winter Wish
    -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JKDgEQNvS-g

    Dark Corners
    -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=34V94EC2F_8

    On Staddon Heights
    -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7LCb7OUPkIw

    Winter Elegy
    -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SgyeLJI-ylk

    Oregon – Aurora
    -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hAcGuRSVvMA

    Oregon – Hand in hand
    -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KE_k0GI1gAA

    Joe Zawinul & Trilok Gurtu 25 Festival Jazz Frankfurt 1994
    -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VQWKbUC57_8

    Trio Rypdal Vitous Gurtu 1995 Live in Stuttgart
    -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fd2AvtdFCvQ

    John McLaughlin Trio / Jazz Γ€ Juan – Antibes 1990
    -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8deOEx5dVqU

    Bestial Cluster – Steve Jansen, Richard Barbieri, Mick Karn & Steve Wilson
    -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dozyL8KWGAI

    Steve Jansen β€’ Richard Barbieri – Stone To Flesh
    -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lHSbbyTE9_o

    Yoshihiro Hanno Meets Mick Karn – Liquid Glass (1998)
    -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hBmJXpkBdFo

    David Torn’s Cloud About Mercury – Frankfurt, Germany, 1987-02-07
    -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oZM3vHVjYzQ

    Bruford – Levin – Upper Extremities
    -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UDT34vi7vUw

    Crimson Jazz Trio Full Album
    -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L2zCZRBDOHU

    David Cross& Robert Fripp- Starless Starlight(Full)(2015)
    -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2LSaDWb83vE

    Theo Travis & Robert Fripp – The Silence Beneath / The Unspoken / Pastorale
    -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PgE1KAfFAMc

    David Sylvian – Robert Fripp / Damage
    -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qESP811_BsQ

    David Torn, Mick Karn, Terry Bozzio- Bandaged by Dreams
    -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H6PQTMAr928

    Allan Holsdworth – The Sixteen Men Of Tain
    .https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gSqz17gtv8U

    Inside Out – Chick Corea Elektric Band
    -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tihLxq7A2ds

    Chick Corea Electrik Band – Beneath The Mask
    -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b5Vm7fGGR0A

    Weather Report – Mysterious Traveller
    -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uu79Lq-3Mcg

    Mahavishnu Orchestra’s-
    Birds of Fire
    -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5x0DXwI-vf4

    Visions of the Emerald Beyond – 1975
    -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=muD1juXLzxE

    Dweezil Zappa plays Frank Zappa
    -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pOtuqYzJTsM

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